heys.

pardon the late post.

haven really gotten into the mood of blogging.

but anyway decided to blog after reading some other blogs.

well sch has been fine.

i think at times its really fun and all but i feel in amidst of all these fun, confusion and the un-comfort arises-

all for a reason-

to adapt and to gain that sense of belonging.

adapting is not a BIG problem but to adapt in the environment

WITHOUT a mask is deffie not easy.

come on, dont tell me your really REAL.

many are just putting on mask, WANTING, WAITING to be accepted.

it sounds like i am directing my words at someone.

but i am not.

it just an observation.

its uncomfortable because i feel the fake-ness and the hypocrisy.

putting on a mask to MASK one's weaknesses

is puurrfectly ok for me.

if one mask one self to be a really DIFFERENT person from who one really is ..

(i better not complete my sentence. i dont want to end up offending anyone. )

again, i am not talking about anyone in particular. Just a GENERAL observation.

but i said before, we cant be toooo real.

all for the sake of protecting ourselves.

be it emotionally / physically.

i am thinking of social psy.

but NEVER MIND.

ok.

on a lighter note,

FLOORBALL is love

and hanging out in sch, watching the sunset, sitting under the stars

is fun

all with the love of frens.

oh

and im really glad parrot and i are still best frens.

i really felt i lost faith in the two words BEST FREN

until he proved it wrong.

but i guess ,for now, only you can make me feel this way.

argh.

why do i try to shrug off that emo feeling but it just clings onto me again.

like a leech.

ok, stuffs to look forward to in the upcoming weeks:
- floorball
-meet ups with my DEARIES
-char's bdae!!!(CHAR ARE U LIKE SMILING, JUMPING UP AND DOWN NOW! I BET YOU ARE. BE HONOURED BECAUSE I AM LIKE TYPING IN CAPITAL LETTERS)
-oh oh oh MY TRIP OVERSEAS:):):):), i really CANT WAIT.
-lunch with parents+bro on sunday. :)LAGSANE!!!!!

ok, thats all for now.

i hope you enjoyed reading bcos

i am typing this while FREEZING in lecture.

tatas.

loves